I’m stuck between wanting:
1. A long lasting relationship with my soulmate who supports me and protects me and is my partner and we are completely bad ass together and in love
2. Wanting to have casual sex and rip out the heart of everyone person I meet
3. Being independent and having a loyal dog while I’m married to my career
THIS IS MY LIFE
Today this girl in class looked different because she had straightened her hair and I told her it was so pretty and straight and she goes “unlike me”. So me thinking that she has bad self esteem, I say “don’t say that. You’re pretty.” To which she replies “oh no, im pretty. I’m just not straight.” And I shit you not my stomach still hurts from laughing too hard.
Well so far I am totally loving Humboldt!! I love how green and lush everything is. Especially the fact that every thing grows here. People have such beautiful gardens when I ride my bike. Makes me want to start one but it also feels like such a commitment. I am kinda intimidated by it, like what if I just suck? Although that is part of the learning process, no one was great the first time. I might start sprouting, it seems a little easier since you do not have to fully grow the seeds just have the sprout. I really will do this one. Start slow and steady before expanding. Hopefully getting small things growing before moving on to the big things. It’s about the follow through which I suck at.
I also really like my classes they’re all just intro to environmental science classes but they are giving me a different perspective to things. Hopefully classes next semester get better.
The campus is so big and green also, I love it!! I do not love all the hills or stairs but at that same time I do because it makes me exercise. Beside riding my bike and taking a kickboxing and Pilates class. I’m getting used to constantly sweating I am actually embracing it. I wanted to move here to change my life style and be more healthy. Sure having to go to school here was a plus.
I have yet to make friends I hang out with but that will come in time. Right? It is my first time living away from home and I love it. I don’t like the fact I am responsible for all my things buy I do like having no one to answer to. It’s quite liberating.
I really like my roommates too! They’re great and we seem to get along since we are all a bit similar and we’re all students. They’re a fun group!! We celebrate our one month anniversary of living in Humboldt on Friday!! It was so fun, we had delicious food and a great homemade apple pie; made from apples in our back yard!! So cool our house has an apple tree!!
But yeah!! I’m really liking it and Humboldt is turning out to be what I was expecting and what I wanted, since there is like minded people who get what I want!